i know. won't help the guy now, but i'll come to you next time. guess i just figured i'd rather it be someone i didn't know than someone i cared about.
won't make excuses. if you think less of me now, i get it. it's hard sometimes to remember that i'm killing someone, though. people blur together. you stop thinking about it. you just pull the trigger. might not have bothered me so much if i hadn't eaten afterwards. gave me time to think about who he was. who would miss him. i don't often think about that.
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guess i just figured i'd rather it be someone i didn't know than someone i cared about.
won't make excuses. if you think less of me now, i get it. it's hard sometimes to remember that i'm killing someone, though. people blur together. you stop thinking about it. you just pull the trigger.
might not have bothered me so much if i hadn't eaten afterwards. gave me time to think about who he was. who would miss him. i don't often think about that.